It was almost like as if the whole world was crushing down on my shoulders in that very moment, the moment I saw them together. I knew what was happening. But knowing something and see it with you bare eyes are two very distinctive things.
She was my best friend, I loved her and I know that, if something harmed her, I could die for her. And him, he was the one that, for a while, I called the One for me. At that time, they were those who meant the most to me in the entire world. I wonder if they even know how much that episode affected me, in the most negative way imaginable.
The answer is quite simple. Of course they don’t!
When you’re worried about something or when you focus on something, it’s hard to notice everything else that happens around you. That’s just the way things roll. In fact, it normally happens to me too, lots of times actually. It’s not hard to imagine their situation, it’s kind of easy!
When you love someone you make yourself get surrounded by things that are related to that certain person, and honestly, nothing else ever matters anymore. Whether it’s your family, your studies, the commitments you’ve made or even your friendships. Even those friendships that last for a very long time won’t endure even a minute when facing the power of real love, or obsession, in this particular case.
Love is a very difficult thing to be dealing with, especially when the ones who’re involved are nothing more than kids, because, if you see it properly, that’s what we are, we teenagers, we are nothing more than kids with a little bit of high, brainless and careless when it matters to our own sake.
This whole situation is kind of ridiculous, because, obviously, I’m a teenager, and I’m criticizing our entire age. But don’t get me wrong, I love being a teenager although sometimes things may be a bit more complicated then we’ve predicted.
I am happy, I would just be even happier if I had never seen what I’ve seen that day. Those two hugging and kissing and God know what else. I may be overreacting but this thing won’t be easy to forget, at least not at an eminent future.
She was my best friend, I loved her and I know that, if something harmed her, I could die for her. And him, he was the one that, for a while, I called the One for me. At that time, they were those who meant the most to me in the entire world. I wonder if they even know how much that episode affected me, in the most negative way imaginable.
The answer is quite simple. Of course they don’t!
When you’re worried about something or when you focus on something, it’s hard to notice everything else that happens around you. That’s just the way things roll. In fact, it normally happens to me too, lots of times actually. It’s not hard to imagine their situation, it’s kind of easy!
When you love someone you make yourself get surrounded by things that are related to that certain person, and honestly, nothing else ever matters anymore. Whether it’s your family, your studies, the commitments you’ve made or even your friendships. Even those friendships that last for a very long time won’t endure even a minute when facing the power of real love, or obsession, in this particular case.
Love is a very difficult thing to be dealing with, especially when the ones who’re involved are nothing more than kids, because, if you see it properly, that’s what we are, we teenagers, we are nothing more than kids with a little bit of high, brainless and careless when it matters to our own sake.
This whole situation is kind of ridiculous, because, obviously, I’m a teenager, and I’m criticizing our entire age. But don’t get me wrong, I love being a teenager although sometimes things may be a bit more complicated then we’ve predicted.
I am happy, I would just be even happier if I had never seen what I’ve seen that day. Those two hugging and kissing and God know what else. I may be overreacting but this thing won’t be easy to forget, at least not at an eminent future.
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