Hugo,
I can’t quite express the huge mess I’m feeling right now.
I’m being divided by my ideals and my thoughts, both of them pulling me in the opposite direction of the other – trying to keep me apart, broken into pieces.
I know that my ideals are telling me that you’re no good, that I should just say the first thing that comes to my mind and tell you to fuck of, because, right now, and looking back to all the stuff that’s happened, that’s exactly what I want.
But, I also know that I’m not able to do it. I just can’t, and the reason is very easy to see: I like you!
Even though I don’t feel the same has you, I still like you.
You’re my friend, and that should be enough.
You should know that there are so many ways to love a person that it becomes nearly impossible to describe someone’s feelings.
That would be my case, and if I didn’t know any better I would probably be confused – except that I’m not, and I know exactly how I feel.
So what about you? Can you describe exactly how you feel?
Feelings are one hell of a hard time, can you deal with them??
Catie Bells
(Touch the Reveille – “Hugo”)
14.10.2010
15.01h
